So..Today I didn't do very much. Second day of summer vacation. And I still did like nothing!! Hahaha! I got up around 10:30. And I signed on AOL because I just wanted to talk to *him*. And needless to say, *he* IMed me 3 seconds after I signed. We talked alllll morning. Then, around 12:00ish, my mom called me downstairs. When I came back, I had a missed call on my cell. *He* called me and I missed it!!!!!!!!!!! I was like "Oh My God!!". Haha. We talked for about another few minutes. Then, I went to my grandparent's house. I hung around there for a while. Then, I signed on to talk to *him* for a lil. Th computer room was soo hott! So, I went in fan for a while. Around 5:30, we came back home, and here I am typing this. I'm really hott and bored. So, I'll update tomorrow. Talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                         `x3 Victoria `x3

its kind of amazing how
one person can make your
       w o r s t d a y
feel incredibly p e r f e c t 

WoW! I'm soo not going into the details of the partyy last night! It was..just..wow. That sums it up!! There was soooo much drama going down! Every girl had a problem with someone else. A few girls walked. It was horrible. The 15 girl partyy with a few boys turned into about a 60 some kid partyy! Yeaah. I'm just not going into detail. Today I got up around 12:40. Haha. I was tired!! And I signed on the computer around 1:15ish. And I talked to *him* all day! And I still am at this very moment. I love this kid soo friggin much!!!!! I watched the Yankees finally win a game today too!! Woo Hoo!!! Haha. And I just took and shower and all that good stuff. I really don't have anything else to update? So, I'll talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                     `x3 Victoria `x3

its the kind of c r u s h where i
just finished putting up my away
message & im about to walk out the door
then suddenly he signs on
and whatever i was gonna do
doesnt matter..talking to him does

So, today was it. I can't believe how sad it was. I know I'll see everyone in the summer. But nothing will ever be the same..ever again. There's gonna be people the I might never really see. Some people are moving so I won't see them period. I just can't believe Im going to High School. I don't know what else to say now. I'm still in a little bit of shock from everything. I've had to deal with alot of different feelings the past few days. I was upset aobut school being over..terrified of next year..happie because of *him*..and I just don't know. As soon as I signed on, *he* IMed me. I was crying when I signed on. And *he* made me feel sooo much better. I just <3 *him*. I'll update more later!!

                                                    `x3 Victoria `x3

I can't believe how I just only met you.. Freeland Forever! Whippets Til We Die =)

..and i've already fallen for you <3

Last night was the best! Omg! WoW!! I went over Steph's around 3:45ish. We swam for a little. Then, we got ready to go to her brother's 6th Grade Graduation at Arthur Street! I never realized how much I miss that school?!?! She saw Mr. Ricky. It was sooooooooooo funnie!! Haha. Afterwards, I came home and had Mac -n- Cheese!! Haha. That's hott, isn' it?! Then, around like maybe 8:30ish..Matt's hottttttttttttt friend signed on. And WoW. I really like him......ALOT!! Hahaha! =) I was in denial..Now..screw it! I friggin love that kid! =D Hahahaha! Me, Matt, *him*, and Steph talked in a room until like 11! WoW! A little strange. LoL. But..wow..After we all signed off, I couldn't fall asleep. I couldn't help but think of *him*! And this morning durin our Math Exam..I couldn't think of Math. All I thought about was *him*. It was weird. LoL. School went fast today. Tomorrow's it. It's all over tomorrow. All hell is gonna break loose tomorrow night! I'm not gonna go into details but it's gonna be bad. =/ School is gonna be soo sad tomorrow!! Well, i guess I have to look on the brightside. I get to be with Matt's hottttttttttttt friend next year!! Hahaha! *He's* soo hottt! WoW!! I really like *him*. And when I say *him* I mean Matt's friend. Not the kid in my school. I actually think I'm kind of over him. Not fully. But for the most part. I am. I like him more as a friend..then  well..you know. But Matt's friend..I like him ALOT as a friend..and we like have soo much in common. I dono! =) Oh well, I'm gonna go try and cool off a bit! Talk to you all later! Love you all!

                                           `x3 Victoria `x3

Freeland Middle School --> 20o4 ` 2o05 <-- Never Forget The Memories!!

Today was one of the three half days. We took the Languages Arts exam this morning. I got a 105%!! Haha. And then, we took World History. I swear I was done in 5 minutes. I got a 100% on that too! Haha. We were stuck in Mr. Quinn's til 11. Then we got to go to lunhc. After, we had to go to 8th period. Which was good because Mrs. Bognet wasn't there and *he* was in my 8th period! *He* looked soo hott today. I don't know how today was differnt from any other day. But *he* was just soo cute today!! Haha. Well..later on I'm going over Steph's to tan and then to her brother's 6th grade graduation at Arthur Street. I love that school!! I'll talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                    `x3 Victoria `x3

As  we go on we remember all the
times  we had together and as  our
lives change  come  whatever  we
will still be friends forever       <3

Okayy. Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday are half days. And then..its over. You people can't believe how terrified I am. I kow I'm gonna be okayy. But..I'm terrified. They're taking us away from something..somewhere where we're safe and comfortable and throwing us into something bigger than anyone. It's scary.And if any of you guys reading this alreay made the transition from middle school to high school, you know what I mean. I am looking forward to highschool. Believe me. I really am! I really wanna go there. And start the whole new chapter of my life. But, there's apart of me that doesn't want things to change. I want to start something new. I want the challenge. But then again, I hate change. It's last the transition from 7th to 8th grade. I had such a horrible time with that! I wanted things to be the way they were last year. I couldn't accept the whole "I'm in 8th grade things change" things for a while. But, I guess a plus is that I get to be with my best friend. And I get to be with new people. And people from other school..and people I know at the highschool. But what about the people going to MMI or Hafey? I'm doubting that I'll ever see them again. There's one inparticular that I'm a little upset about. I just don't think I can accept that I'm leaving Freeland Middle School at 12:00 Friday, June 10, 2005 and I'm never coming back. Things will never be the same. No matter how much we try to pick things up where we left them in 8th grade..it'll never be the same. I don't know..Maybe I'm just going a little crazie. Am I the only one stressing out over this?

                                  `x3 Victoria `x3

As We Go On..

..We'll Always Be Friends Forever x3

Today went normally. Haha. Not too slow..but then again..not that fast. In first period, we watched the end of "Kangaroo Jack". Then, we had a sub in second period. It was funn though. He was really nice. In third, we went over our exam study guides. Lunch..was..well..yeaah. Deff not going into details. We went outside in flex. And I got hit in my left eye with a football!! It didn't hurt that bad because it was a pretty bad throw. LoL. We started our review in Alg!! Uggh. We got to work with partners on our Science study guide. He also collected books and checked our notebooks. In 8th, we of course, had another writing assignment. LoL. She hates our class. *He* was sooo cute today! I don't why?! *His* eyes are soo pretty!! They are like soo big!! Hahaha! Oh well..that's enough for now. 4 days left of Freeland -->> `o4 . `o5!!! I can't believe its all over!! Oh well..I'll talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                          `x3 Victoria `x3

its just something that happens as you
grow up,  you realize its less important
to have more friends & more important
to have real ones  

Good Charlotte was last night!! What a great show!! WoW!! I <3 them sooooooo much!!!! If you did'nt check them out already, what are you waiting for?!?!?!?!? Haha. Today was boring. Well, kinda. It was soooo hott!! We went up to Wilkes Barre. I got this cute bikini and dress for the beach on American Eagle. Then, I got the new American Idol cd and the new Over It cd. I reccommend Over It! Check them out!! They are amazing!! =) Oh well, thats enough for now. I'll gonna go cool off! Talk to you all later! Love you all!

                                                 `x3 Victoria `x3

All I Ever Wanted Was..

..Somebody Who Cared

Today was just wow! School was good. After lunch, wow. Drama and shit. I can't believe people want to just be bitchy. I'm sort of caught in the middle of another big war. I dono? But, we like did nothing today. In flex, me and Amanda and Amy and stuff went around to get our yearbooks signed. And we like watched movies. It was all that stuff to keep us busy. After school, I like prolonged getting ready and stuff. It was raining and I was cranky. And so not in the mood to go out. But I did anyways. Me, Steph, and Rochelle went up to the mall to meet Matt and Joey. Hahaha. Not going into detail there?..LoL. We walked around for a bit. Then, the whole big ticket thing. Not going into detail! So, me and Rochelle went back up to the mall. And then over to the movies again and just like waited. It wasn't that bad actually. We talked most of the time. And we saw some..nice..people! Haha Then, we went over to see Steph and stuff and I saw a really cute little "midget"..Hahaha. Then, we were in the car and it was soo funnie! We're like mouthing each other stuff because we were afriad to tell her mom stuff. And yeaah. It was just interesting. After everything, I still had a pretty good time. Haha. Oh well, I'll talk to you all later! Good Charlotte tomorrow!! =) Love you all!!

                                            `x3 Victoria `x3

                                         Sexy Boys    . Sand   & Sun
                                        Laughing   .     Hanging &    *
                                        Having Fun . Oceans . Pools
                                        Tanning . & More . Thats Wat
                                        Summertime Is For!    <33     `

Today went by so fast. I can't believe how fast this is going. I'm terrified to leave. It's gonna hold me back for a while. I'm gonna miss it all. In first period, the other groups cooked. We were supposed to be working on our menus. But, me, Rochelle, and Brianna were hleping Angie making her list for her party on the last day of school!! It's gonna be sooo much funn!! We had a free period in World History. Mr. Quinn collected our books. He like signed all of our yearbooks and we got to sign his. Then he gave us this speech on how it was a pleasure to teach us. And stuff. He's retiring this year. So, yeaah, it was sad. LoL. In Language Arts, we finished the "Harriet Tubman" story. Then, we had this interesting conversation because Matt thought Harriet Tubman was a man. It was..well..quite..intersting to say the least. Leah showed me that *he* signed her yearbook. So, she's giving it to *him* to sign tomorrow morning..Haha! Lunch was funn. Like everyone was signing each others yearbook!! It was soo funnie! In flex, all we did we sign yearbooks. My hands start to like cramp up becuase I signed soo many! And I wrote like a book in everyone of them! LoL! There's barely any room left in mine!! In 6th period, we corrected our tests! I got a 92!! And we learned something new. It's actually pretty easy. It was our last "real" lesson. =( We took a test in Science. Then free time. We got bitched at in Language. LoL. Like everyone got lunch detention or got written up! Haha! I didn't though because I'm a good girl like that!! =) I can't believe I'm going to see Good charlotte on Saturday!!! Can you say sooo excited?!!?  WoW! What a day! I guess I'll go do my math! Yuck!! I'll talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                    `x3 Victoria `x3

remember that i care ab0ut you
even if it doesnt always s h O w
and i think abOut y0u alwayS
mOre then y0u c0uld ever` knO*

I have sooooo much to say today! I don't know if my hands are as fast as my mind by hey! I'll try to fill you guys in on it all. First period was a free period. Thank god!! We were all soo excited about our 8th Grade Breakfast!! And our yearbooks! We went to second period for about 5 minutes. Then, we went to the Breakfast. We had to sit by whoever we were like standing by. Uggh. Thank God Maybeth, Amber, and Jocey were at my table!! Haha! Hutch was there with Ford and Ryan. WoW! Was that funn?!?! *He* won "Best Smile". Well, maybe because I told everyone to vote for *him*! I got "Quietest". Too bad most people don't see me with Steph or something. Haha! That's great! I'm louder than her..And THATS loud!! LoL. After the breakfast, we went to flex. We got to go outside!! Me, Leah, Amber, Alexa, and Katie just sat and talked. It's sad its our last week together. Uggh. June 10th is going to be hell! After flex, we went to lunch. We switched with 7th grade because we like had our breakfast and all. Like nobody as hungry. LoL. Leah sat by us! =) We went to 6th around like 12:19. SO, we just had a free period because we were getting our yearbooks at 12:30!! Well, 8th grade didnt'g et theirs until almost 1!! Haha! They are soo great! WoW! I can't believe it's almost over! In 7th period, it took the whole class like 15 minutes to get there because of getting yearbooks in the gym. That was okayy though. We did 5 sample problems and 8 other questions and went over them. Then, we were done! I went over by Leah, so she signed my yearbook. I have soo many people to get! In Language, we're learning Italian now! It's so easy.*He* looked extra cute today. I don't know why. But *he* just did!! After school, I went over Steph's. Then, I came home, watched TV, took a shower and here I am. I'm gonna go finish doing my hiar. Talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                           `x3 Victoria `x3

there ain't nobody else

i got my heart set on you

you really got me ; babie its

all `--> t r u e

Wow. My head's gonna explode big time!! LoL. It wasn't even school today! I had a great day! It's just a big thing with two of my best friends. Uggh, I hate when two of your friends go at it. And then, you're toren between both of them. I hate that! So much!! Well, that's enough of my rambling on. We got to cook in Home Ec. WoW! I never realized how easy it was to screw up french toast. Haha. It was disgusting. Our bacon as good though! =) We just skipped around in the reading in World History. Then, we got like 20 minuts of free time. We read some more of "Harriet Tubman" in Language Arts. It's actually getting pretty interesting. I've always loved stories about slaves and stuff in like the 1800's. In lunch, like nobody was hungry because of our smelly french toast. Haha. So, we just got cookies and iced tea. We went outside for flex. Me and Rochelle were looking at Jessica's sister's prom pictures. And we were helping Allison with her idiom speech. Hahaha. "Laura go stand in front on Lowe's so I can take your picture"..Hahaha! WoW Allison!! We took a very easy test in Alg 1. Science was soo boring! We read and took notes. Since we're a day behind everyone, we don't have a test tomorrow! YaY! Language was soo ughh!! We had to write. LoL. *His* hair is growing back in!! Hahaha! I was soo happie!! I'm weird. I know. We were almost wearing the same shirt today! =) WoW! I need a life! Well,I have to go. We get our yearbooks tomorrow!!!! Yay! I'll talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                   `x3 Victoria `x3

I never felt
                   The feeling that I'm feeling
         Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
                cause I don't have a choice
                     Oh, what I wouldn't give
             To have you lying by my side
                       Right here, cause baby
                         [ We belong together]

Well, this morning, I slept until like 12:00. LoL. I went downstairs to eat and such. Then, I brought it upstairs and talked to Steph while watching Maury. At like 1:00, I went to go take a shower because me and Steph were gonna go to the Block Party. I took a lil longer in the shower than I expected. LoL. I got out around 2:00. Haha. So, I rushed to get ready even though, there was no set time to go. LoL. So, around 2:30, we went to go pick up Steph. We had to stop at Value City quick. Then, we went to Freeland. We got there around 3ish. Oh boy. Was that funn!! Did you caught the hint of sarcasism? Yeaah. We wondered the streets of Freeland until 4:30. It actually started to pour around 4:25. So, yeaah. We were luckie to leave. LoL. On the way home, my mother drove into *his* development. And it was one of those deadend ones. So, she drove in *his* driveway to turn herself around. I'm on the floor ducking because I didn't want *him* to see me. It was soooo funnie!! Then, we dropped Steph off. And came back to my house. My grandparents were here for supper. My dad cooked on the grill in the rain. Fun to watch. Then, I came on here. And I think I'm gonna go out for a bit. Talk to you all later! Love you all!!!!

                                `x3 Victoria `x3

I Just Love The Way I Feel...

...When I'm Around You <3 I Think I Love You ..... <3

I'm not gonna get into too much details tonight. I'm just gonna make a nice short quick update because I'm watching the Yankees game. I slept til like 1 this afternoon. LoL. Then, I went downstairs and my mom told me to get dressed. So, once me, Jarrod, and my parents were all ready, we went to Value City. And then over to my cousin's house. We were there for a few minutes. Then, we went to Wal*Mart, the mall, and Weis. We went to pick up Joey at my grandparent's house around 4:30. Then, we all went to my house for supper. Around 7:00, we went up to the Block Party. I saw "Spiderman". I haven't seen him in a while. And when I do see him, I ignored him because I was finally getting over him. And I didn't want to get pulled back in. But today was different. For some reason, I ended up looking up and I saw him. And I looked in his eyes. And that was my mistake. Because now, I don't know why I was over him in the first place? Everything I felt came rushing back to me the very moment. Now, I'm confused. Thanks to him. Again. I'm gonna go finish watching the game. Talk to you all later! Love you all!!!!

                                   `x3 Victoria `x3

My Dreams Came True When I Found You I Found You
                                     My M i r a c l e <3

Last night, I didn't wanna go out. So, I was watching the Yankee//Sox game. And then, around 8:30ish, Steph came over and slept over. Yankees won 6-3! We got really tired. So, we went to bed at like 11:30. LoL. And got up at 11:13!!..Haha. We just lingered around the house today. We were supposed tog o up to Freeland for the Block Party, but it started pouring. So, we just said screw it. LoL. The Yankee game today was . . well . .bad! Haha Final score. 17-1. Pathetic! Oh well! We went over my nana's for supper at like 4:30ish. We stayed over there til around 7:00. My brother Joey slept over there. And when we got home, Kenny went tog o sleep over Robert's. And Jarrod's sleeping. So, I'm free all night of brothers! =D. Haha. We brought Steph home around 9:30. And here I am. Sorry about the quick update. But I'm gonna go watch the Suns // Spurs game with my dad! Talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                          `x3 Victoria `x3

If You Could See What I See You're The Answer To My Prayers
And If You Could Feel The Tenderness I Feel It Would Be Clear
                         * That A n g e l s Brought Me Here *

Today was both a little bit of good and a little bit of shit. This morning i was still toren between two things. I'm not going into details. But yeaah. Homeroom was nice. Yeah right! Everyone like skipped school today. Flanagan was like "My mom wouldn't ever let me skip!" It was funnie. In first period, we took a test and we planned what we're cooking on Tuesday. My group is Me, Rochelle, Amanda, Angie, and Brianna. We decided to cook french toast, bacon, with strawberries and apple Juicy Juice. LoL. Yumm!!! And our 8th Grade Breakfast is on Wednesday. Haha. We have Serento Garden's in World History. It was pretty dumb. But it made the 50 mins go really fast. Like nobody was in Language Arts. So, the last few people presented their posters and we started to read "Harriet Tubman". Nothing too interesting in there. Leah came and sat by us at lunch. Loong story. That's something else I'm no going into detail with. =) We went outside during flex. WoW!!!!!!!!! That was soooooooooooooooo much funn!!! Hahaha! Leah like totally flipped out! Two kids from last year jumped the fence and came to visit us. It was like we were in 7th grade again. It was sad. I miss the way things were. Everything was less complicated last year. I don't know? I was sooo excited to see them! In Alg 1, Joey called Mrs Sallemi's cell phone and told her to look out the window. And him and Nick were standing outside saying they were ready to learn. Haha. It was funnie. He was gonna come in to school but he wasn't "dress to code". Haha. We more less had a free period in Science. Everyne finished up their poster projects. I watched Jocey make these "Pac Man" paper things. Then I sat over by Leah. Mrs. Bognet wasn't there for Language. So, Mrs. Karazza took over. I love her! She's the best. All we did was read and answer questions. It was soo funnie! As soon as I walked into the room, *he* threw and eraser at me. *He* "misssed" the garbage can. I bet *he* did. It's one of those HUGE Rubbermaid ones! *He* missed my butt!! Hahaha. *He* was soooo cute!!!!! =) Oh Wow! I really really like *him*!!! Hehe! I'm looking forward to the 3 day weekend! And tomorrow's the Freeland Block Party! Woo Hoo!! Haha! Oh well, I'm gonna go for now. I'll update tomorrow or something. Talk to you all later! Love you all!!

                                   `x3 Victoria `x3

i wanna be inside your heaven, take me to
the place you cry from  ;  where the storm
blows  your  way & i  wanna be  the earth
that   holds   you,   every  bit   of  air   your
breathing in im soothing with,    i wanna be
*  i  n  s  i  d  e   y  o  u  r   h  e  a  v  e  n  *

There are 10 days of school left. Why can't people just get along for 10 more days!! Just 10 friggin days!!!!!! Everyone is killing each other! There's bout 8 people who wanna kill each other. It's disgusting. And I was actually in a great mood this morning!! Well..I guess I'm not in a bad mood. I'm just upset that people can't suck it up for 10 days. In first period, we did Act 6 of our play and some worksheet. In World History, Mr. Quinn read like two pages then free time. Matt drew every main character from "Spongebob". I told him he needs help and a life. LoL. I <3 him though! =) In Language Arts, we presented more book reports. Of course, Melissa volunteered me to go! I was soo mad at her! I didn't want to go today. But it feels better to have it done. Everyone seemed to enjoy it. Matt almost mad me laugh hysterically. LoL. You had to see the ruber band fights in language Arts! OMG!! It was soooooooooo funnie! Then, Colin hit Jonathan? And it took like 7 people to hold Jonathan back. He's a little kid too!! I don't know? Lunch was okayy. Everyone was looking at my Hershey pictures!!! We went outside for flex. Me and Leah more less vented for 45 mins! In Alg1, we went over out homework and worked on worksheets with a parther. Me and Leah are special!! Haha! It ws sooo funnie!! In 7th period, we finished our Science posters. And we got to watch this kewl circus movie in Language Class. I saw *him*! WoW. I really like *him*. And *he's* probably going to the Block Party this weekend! I can't wait to see *him*!! Carrie won American Idol!! YaY!! I was sooo happie last night! =) Oh well, I think I'm gonna go do some Alg. Talk to you all later. Love you all!!

                                           `x3 Victoria `x3

Theres Always Gonna Be That One Guy
Your Heart Jumps When You See Him
You Could Talk To Him Forever
And When You Hear His Voice You Fall In Love All Over
And You Never Want To Give Up On Him <3 I Think I Love You .....